I feel so depressed and cold inside. Like some dementor is here in my cubicle, sucking up all the happiness I had during the past few weeks.
It's because of Mom's pseudo-lecture through the pamphlet she made me read last night (see my first blog entry for today)
Grrrr...
I tried looking at pictures of Yellow Calla Lilies, and it's not working!!! (Yellow Callas are one of my pick-me-uppers)
2 cups of Coffee didn't even give me a boost! :<
Grrrr...
I just probably need to buy something...
Consumerism may not solve all the problems in the world, but I know it makes me superficially happy, even for a moment. Kind of like getting yourself crazy drunk for a night (but instead of getting inebriated, you go on a semi-controlled shopping spree), then deal with a bigger problem the next day (but instead of a physical hangover, you get a wallet hangover).
Hhhmmm... I wonder what I'm going to buy later... ;p
About Me
- Yanna
- Yanna Solace Abrera is a registered nurse and frustrated teacher. She currently works as an English Instructor, and hopes she could take up a Certificate in Teaching as soon as she saves up enough money (as if!). She spends all her money on phone credits, food, make-up, books and dates with her boyfriend of almost three years. She used to be an active campus journalist during her high school years. She thinks she suffers from Oniomania, mild Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder, and Hypochondriasis. She actually suffered from Anorexia Nervosa, Adjustment Disorder and mild Clinical Depression during college.
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